I saw you walking past from the window and my heart almost burst. I don’t remember which part of you I recognized first: your face, with your combination of sleek cheekbones and nerdy glasses, or your green jacket, or the way you walked in a sort of funny but still dignified way. But I recognized you, as I always did.
I hadn’t seen you for so long that I stared in disbelief, the moment hanging in suspension. The fork didn’t make it to my mouth. I didn’t have time to reach for my phone before you disappeared from view. What could I have said anyway? I would have said a lot of things, but none of them would have interes
The Bund is Ablaze With Lights by Clevina, literature
Literature
The Bund is Ablaze With Lights
We used to talk about many things, but since a few weeks ago our conversations have dwindled to asking each other about our respective love lives and doling out relationship advice, usually on my part. Not that I would know; I have never been in an official relationship, although I’ve been in several sort-of ones. But I guess that’s the consultant coming out in me.
You’ve always told me to follow my dreams, whatever those are. When people ask me about what I want to do in the future, my official answer is still “I don’t know”, as it has been for years. The truth is, I do know: I want to compose musicals. E
I remember when we walked by the lake,
walked by the lake,
watched the wind ripple the water
as you climbed on the rocks
and I stayed on the shore.
I still remember our conversation
that for you, was carried off by the wind.
Now I remember when I walk by the lake,
walk by the lake,
watch the sailboats in the water
knowing you are on one of those boats
while I watch from the shore.
I remember when you walked next to me
and I wonder which is your boat
being carried off by the wind.
In the fog of perpetual dawn
we drift alone in semi-conscious days;
We change like lights on a busy street,
winding through this lonely journey,
the last in a long line.
Lit by a fading sun,
love’s enormous wings fly down
in the glory of pink communal skies,
But our hearts burn like damp matches
in the fading light of wintertime.
We were graphite,
soft as dust as we unraveled
layers sliding over each other
leaving behind traces to be erased;
We were diamonds,
sparkling cores
that nobody could tarnish
except ourselves;
Now we are soot,
the leftovers of the orange flames
of incomplete combustion,
a sprinkling of reminders
to be swept away.
Cars glide by -
bubbles encapsulating
people lost in their thoughts
staring into the night;
maybe they've seen me through the glass,
this girl clutching a cup of coffee
head turned, staring at a woman
with a melancholy expression
that must have mirrored my own.
We are all lost in our own thoughts
or maybe just
lost.
How do you capture the air
of a certain night with that
certain scent and that
certain chirping of what may be crickets,
How do you capture the essence
of what you are breathing
that certain scent that certain sound;
the breeze that brushes against your arm
like a sheet of ice,
How do you grasp the air
of popsicles in the summer heat
of children playing tag in the streets;
it rushes past my face the way memories
rush past me, and I see that
There are no children in the streets,
only me next to the window,
the wind slipping past me
no matter how hard I try
to grasp it.
you are hiding from the tides of time
but for the moment
you inhale particles of life floating in
from the window,
watch the breeze breathe life
into the curtains that dance
and just sit and think,
sit and think -
basking in the prospect
of life defying the inevitable
As shadows surround you
and ghosts lie beside you,
let them hold you, caress you
the way I would have done.
Bright lights can flood me
but only to drown me;
there's no one to save me
the way only you could.
I am alone
as my lips meet the stone;
there is a tear in my eye, glistening.
Though you are not here,
your ashes elsewhere,
your spirit is, as always, listening.
“I want to be interred after I die,” Mr. Peters said. He made that clear to his family while he was still lucid, before old age and illness rendered him unintelligible. Seventy wasn’t that old, but he recognized the symptoms that were creeping up on his ailing body – the aches, the fatigue, the feeling of helplessness and despair. Despite his daughter’s attempts to assuage his concerns, he sensed his own mortality.
The worst part about dying, Mr. Peters thought, was what happened afterwards. Even since he was a small boy, he had been afraid of fire. He could never forget the scorching heat of the orange fla